air mata aku mengalir lagi !

she .

 the one who took my heart away

&

the one who

broke it again .

thanks a lot .

FOR

breaking my heart

again and again

FOR

making me down

FOR

making me cry

FOR

make me lost my mind

with kindhearted-ly

make fool of me

playing your very pretty adorable GAME

showing your most beautiful attitudes

that is really sure

it can make people HAPPY all the way

maybe this is the last love words from me

because i'm sure you know

how deep the hell

i do love you

__________________________________________________________________________

'' Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.  I miss you like hell.

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. 

I don't know why they call it heartbreak.  It feels like every other part of my body is broken too. "

LIYANA FAREZA

Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit, and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again.

I thought when love for you died, I should die.
It's dead. Alone, most strangely, I live on.

Relationships are like glass.  Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. 

If we must part forever,
Give me but one kind word to think upon,
And please myself with, while my heart's breaking.
Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.

15 april 2011

hari ni aku kua ruma awal

gerak ampang

amek barang kat mei

tapi mei datang lambat

hmm

aku yang datang awal.

nak tao knp ?

bbpe hari lepas aku mintak tolong

angelya kahema

ajak kau kua

tapi aku tanak kau tau aku ada

pastu

dea text

" nick, yana free jumaat ni. nak jmp katne ? "

so

ktorang decide jmpe kat jj wangsa maju

aku tak saba tunggu jumaat

selasa malam aku demam

sampai jumaat ni pun demam lagi

even tak larat

but aku still kua

sebab nak jmpe kau

kau tau knp ?

aku rindu gila kat kau

words cant describe how much is it

aku sanggup pegy kl

even dalam keadaan macam ni

kau tak tau tu

sebab kau takpena amek tau

hmm

masa aku ontheway wangsa maju

ttbe aku dapat text

" yana dah blk la "

aku tekejot la

tu okay lagi

yang paling aku tersentap

aku dapat ni

" yana balik dengan BF dye lah "

masa tu Tuhan je tahu macam mana perasaan aku

taktau nak cakap macam mana

aku terus ikut mei pegy ts

sampai sana

aku takbole tahan

kat situ jugak aku nangis
thnx mei,
you cool me down.

tapi aku tak lepaskan semua

aku tahan lagi

hmm

sumpah hati n fikiran aku dah taktau kemana

kecewa gila yana

Tuhan jea yang tahu

hancur hati aku weyy

selama ni

aku ingatkan betul kau sayang aku

tapi

ruparupanya semua tu tipu

aku tak sangka yana

kau kata

bagi kau masa

tolong jangan benci kau

tolong jangan buang kau semua

aku terima

tapi

ni yang kau bagi ?

kenapa yana ?

kenapa ?

rendah sangat ke diri aku ni pada kau ?

dulu,

kau yang kata

kau nak tunggu aku tiga bulan

kau tak bagi aku cari awek lain

kau nak aku sayang kau sorang jea

kau tanak aku ganti tmpat kau dgn orang lain

aku ikut semua tu

lagipun aku tak mampu

sebab

hati aku semua pada kau

kau kata kau sayang aku

cinta aku

kau takbagi aku tinggalkan kau

tapi,

kenapa kau buad aku macam ni ?

apa salah aku yana ?

apa salah aku ?

kau tak bagi aku blaja kt pahang yg 7 tahun tu

aku ikut cakap kau

tapi

aku rasa sekarang aku patut pergi

kau pun dah takperlukan aku

apapun,

thanks untuk semua ni okay

thanks a lot.

aku harap sangat aku bole jadi

orang yang takde perasaan

n

aku harap aku bole putar balik masa

dan jatuh cinta semula

tapi,

bukan dengan kau.

lepas ni,

kau jagalah bf kau baik baik

jangan buad macam kau buad pada aku

sebab

kalau betul dea sayangkan kau

dea cintakan kau,

dea akan rasa macam mana yang aku rasa.

kau pun akan rasa semua tu

bila kau betulbetul sayangkan ssorang.

aku harap kau bahagia lepas ni
aku kena terima jugak kenyataan kan ?
kau takpena sayangkan aku
apatah lagi cintakan aku
ni semua langsung tak bermakna bagi kau
selama ni
apa yang aku buad
langsung takde erti bagi kau
kau just nampak aku
sebagai singgahan kau

ni aku buad masa kat dalam kelas

yang ni membe aku buat

yang bawah ni

semua aku buat time kat plkn

sebab ?

rindukan kau.

made by 15 april before kua nak jmpe kau

yeah, you are one in a million.

You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved, and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it.

I was born when you kissed me. I died when you left. I lived a few weeks while you loved me.

remember,

love is like the crystal

you dont realize

how much you love it

until it breaks.

Through this world I've stumbled, So many times betrayed, Trying to find an honest word, To find the truth enslaved. Oh you speak to me in riddles; You speak to me in rhyme. My body aches to breathe your breath, Your words keep me alive. ... Into this night I wander, It's morning that I dread. Another day of knowing Of the path I fear to tread.into the sea of waking dreams I follow without pride ..

but now,

its gone.

now,
i let you go.